| Mar. 3rd, 2008 @ 09:23 pm anger. |
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Current Location: Home.
Current Mood:  crushed
Current Music: cant stop-- Maroon 5
i havent writen in this in forever and i doubt anyone will read this. but i need to get everything out.
I hate feeling like i have to fix everyones problems. I feel like everyone hates each other, and im always stuch in the middle, defending both sides. Its like, why much you tell me this cuase its just going to cause more problems and im sick of yelling at everyone about why there bad people. and i still dont know why i do it. its just makeing my life harder. I dont know why i even try, becuase no matter what i say, its not going to help. ill tell you when i figure it out.
and no one hates each other for legitamit reasons. Why do you care if some girl made out with the guy you like. you didnt even really like him and theres no reason that stuff like that should cause such a problem. expecially like 3 months later. and who gives a fuck if the seniors arent the best leaders ever. and stop defending things that you dont even really understand, becuase when your the golden circle, you dont see whats really going on. and for realz, thats not what should be making problems. and i hate it when people are like "All blahblahblah does is talk about other people" BECUASE YOUR TALKING ABOUT THEM TO. everyone talks about people. its like human nature.
and all this really is, is people putting themselves above everyone else. Everyone feels that what they think is right, even when its totally hypocrytical of what they say they hate that other people do. everyone feels that there the most important, and i thought being a group was about putting the group first and what you want second.
And i feel like people dont want me to be happy, as long as i make them feel better. does anyone realise that your just trying to walk all over me? cuase im done listing you all complain about how your not good enough, or how random boy #6 doesnt like you, when your not willing to listen to me talk about anything, until i make you listen.
FREINDSHIP SHOULDNT BE ONESIDED. but i feel like all mine with my "best freinds" are.
PS.
I cant stop thinking about you.
I cant stop thinking about you
you never call, what do i do
I cant stop thinking about you. |
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